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This poking is frustrating.
I would rather be making out with you!
- So would I I like how we can poke eachother all day tho hehe
- I do like the poking.
Would be good to do it in person.
And think PG on that one!
- haha get on skype NOW!
I can’t right now.
I can in 50mins.
Will that do demetrio?
I’ve been at home all day. And you ask me the one time I head out to do some shopping and have a drink after shopping.
- haha of course thats ok mr dont be silly! i just sent u a txt but you didnt reply so thats why i thought maybe you were jumping on. no stress that your time. enjoy the shopping and your drink mr! dont chat up too many hot boys
- take your time*
- The only one I want to chat up is you!
But your 2million kms away!
- epic fail! ok get off your facebook and enjoy your shopping and drinks
- You’re too cute.I want me demetrio fix!
- Enjoy breakfast at the European hehe x
- Haha. Brekky was good. Just going to go shopping.
We should have brekky at the european one day!
They have brekky till 4pm on public holidays.Natasha says hi.
How’s your day going?
- Hey was chatting to a julien at ag in the gpo and he said a lot of the ppl there will be wearing thongs.What do you think?
- Hey. Yeah I agree I think thongs are the way to go especially if it’s going to be hot.
- Grr we were going to wear high heels and proper shoes.
What do you think?
- Hmm I like both ideas but it will be hot. Depends what you feel comfortable in. Your not wearing high heels are you … :s lol.
- Yeah it will be hot so might just see on the day.
I am wearing high heels bc I need extra height.How’s your day going?
- Haha dork going back to your drag queen days in heels hehe. My day is goin well just had lunch now going for a lil walk. How’s shopping?:p x
- You’re a dork.
I like wearing boys clothes. I wouldn’t wear anything else.Yeah shopping is good. I have shorts for the nyd party.
Just getting some brunetti at myer.
I need a side of demetrio.
Where are you heading for your walk?
- Brunettis without me naww. Just a walk down the main street see some shops my nonna wants to buy some stuff. Any good sales at myer? Buy much? What your shorts like? Lol wish inwas shopping with you then I could get my Bobby sesh too x *kiss*
- Ps another friend of mine is coming from Rome on the 10th yay lots of roman visitors
- Well I had a cannoli in spirit of you not being here. Was close to being as sweet as you.I didn’t make it to myer. Well only the bruenetti part anyway. Myer seemed to have the same sales as they did pre christmas. So it is kinda pointless shopping post christmas as its busier and heaps messy. Djs was a complete mess actually.
The shorts are a little dressy. I’m going to put the whole outfit on and take a pic so will email you and you can tell me what you think.
But anything from the shops?
I’m sure they have lots of antiques there!
Maybe you should buy some silver decorative spoons for the bondstore!
I’m sure there are heaps there.
I’m thinking that I’m going to have to go to rome just so I can come back and you can tell everyone that you have to hang out with another friend from rome!
- Haha your so cute. Yeah I want to see what the outfit looks like. See how revealing and sexual it will be hehe that will determine how many pick ups you get heheJust had a look at shops and had a coffee now just about to drive back
Glad you had a canoli for me so cute :$ xxo
- Haha. Yeah I will def email a pic.
I have to keep you in the loop!
And I have to get your opinion too.How was the coffee?
As good as bondstore?
Yeah I had a chocolate one. Would rather have had you though. You’re much sweeter.
- Hehe I’m messing with you. I trust your judgment. Your an individual you don’t need me to approve or disapprove Id still like to see tho. Then I can imagine me being there with you hehe
- humm I was too lazy to try on my clothes.I think he should just come to melb!
Then I can get a kiss too.
5 February 2011
- WELCOME TO LA!!!!!
So its been like 11 hours since you’ve left and I seriously think this is the longest time in the last 3 months that we have spent apart not sending a msg …. kept checking my phone just on the off chance there was a message from you, just to be reminded that you are on a jet plane off to LA!
Well I am just heading off to bed, just went to the movies with my friend to see Burlesque. Pretty good actually!
Well I hope you had a great flight and hope your not feeling jet lagged. I hope LAX has given you a big warm massive welcome, and I kinda wish I was walking out of those airport doors with you.
Let me know you’ve arrived in one piece … AND HAVE AN AMAZING TIME!!
- Hey demetri,Yeah 11 hours is quite a long time actually.
I’m sure you can just occupy yourself instead with grindr. No wait… You have.
It does hurt you jumped straight on after I left.
That’s cool though. You are single.
Your message was sweet and I did think wow you’re pretty nice. Your actions… Are a little different and they actually do hurt quite a bit.
It kinda makes me question all the things you say.
Look I’m at least honest and upfront so expect the same. Considering you said “nah I’m not going to jump on grindr the moment you leave”.
I was thinking today… I wanted to message you and find a time to skype to share some of my holiday with you. I now feel like a loser be you don’t care and I look like an idiot.
Anyways yeah I’ll catch you later.
Thanks for showing me your true colours.
- Wow …. Are you serious?Of all messages I was waiting for from you this was not one of them. Reading this actually made me feel sick and I left a lecture so I could reply to you on my computer.
If you still believe after EVERYTHING that I don’t care, or that I was fucking with you or myself, then really I don’t know what to say.
I did jump on Grindr on late Saturday arvo and I wasnt looking for sex, if thats what your thinking. I just needed to chat.
For you to say that you “thought I was pretty nice” and that I’v showed you “my true colours” … wow Bobby that hurts.
I have been pretty messed up for the last couple weeks, I like you and its been playing with me heaps. We went through heaps and now just because I jumped onto Grindr im suddenly a jerk and complete ass am I?
By showing you my true colours I didnt spend time with you? I didnt buy you gifts? I didnt try spend every moment i could with you?
If your looking for a reason to hate me … fine then just hate me, but dont say stuff like you did in your fb message when you know its not true. Remember you may be in USA but what you say still hurts me. I wasnt on grindr hooking up with people if thats what you think I was doing.
If you really think I’m still a fuck head and was fucking you around … wow I dont know what to say. And just when I was down already after a pretty shit weekend, to cop a message like that makes me feel awsome.
I was looking forward to hearing how your trip was going and hoping you were ok. But oh no of course, im just a jerk and dont care about you do I??? Thanks …
- Demetri,How do you think I feel.
We joked around about you going on grindr and you said. I like you the first thing I’m not going to do is jump on grindr.
I dont have any issues with you going on grindr. I just feel stupid when you tell me you won’t go on and then you jump on straight away. That really hurts. I have been in a daze since. I don’t even know what to think. It’s a fucked feeling. I am in Vegas and want to escape but no where I go will help. Do you even know how that feels?
I’m on the opposite side of the world and I wan to escape. Where else do I have to fly to?
Try your sick feeling and times that by 20.
I don’t want a reason to hate you.
I just feel cheated that you tell me something but then do the opposite.
I have already brought you a present. It’s sad bc I had to get them to hold it in Vegas for me and the first I did when I got here was run off to pick it up as they close early on a Sunday.
So while i was thinking of you buying this present you were jumping on grindr. Did it even cross your mind. “wait I told Bobby the first thing I wouldn’t do is jump on grindr”
I feel so stupid that you just feed me bs. And I swallow it like some loser.
You’ve had a fucked up week… Try mine.
I’ve been here for only two days and have only thought about you. And I’ve tried to make it easy for you and thought about your feelings. It just seems like you don’t give a stuff. I can understand if we didn’t talk about it but we did and then you do the opposite of what you said. Thats the fucked up part demetri.
- I hate that you think I’m fucking you. It’s just grindr. I was just on there chatting fuck I didn’t do anything wrong Bobby. All I’ve thought about is you. And then you think I feed you bullshit. You really think for the last 3 months I’ve just been all bullshit. You think this is easy for me too??I like you and You need to stop blowing this stuff up. All I did was jump on cuz I wanted to chat. Who else can I chat to Bobby? And yes I did infact think of you and knew you would look on it when you got to the US.
I have feelings you have feelings neither of us are here to destroy the other. I know your trying to escape so have all but guess what all I’ve thought about is you. And then to get that message from you saying I’m showing my true colours etc that hurts Bobby because you know I wouldn’t hurtyou and you know I’m a nice guy. And I know your upset and so am I but this isn’t the way to go about this.
Yes I went on grindr and yes I chatted cuz I needed to talk. Please let’s stop this.
You know I’m not out to hurt you and I know your not out to hurt me. I had to leave a lecture this arvo I felt like complete shit. You think I like the fact we are going through this and that your in Vegas having to worry about this? No I fucking hate it.
Please let’s stop this and you know Im not out to hurt you fuck after all we went through just enjoy Vegas. Delete me if you have to just try have fun.
- Demetri,I told you I didn’t have any issues with you going on. But when you say stuff like “the first thing I’m not going to do is jump on grindr” and then you do. What am I supposed to think. If you should be able to be honest with anyone I would hope it’s me.
What would you think if I said “something and then I did the complete opposite. You would feel like shit.
I don’t know what to say or do right now. I jus wish I could leave this place right now. Leave my head. I’m in Vegas and you are right we need to stop this. Why didnt you say something about you needing to talk to someone? You don’t even say anything and then you jump on grindr. It’s fucked. I’m not trying to blow up anything. You said you weren’t going to go in. That’s the fucked up part. If you said. “yeah I might jump on see if I can find someone to chat to”. Id have been fine.
I checked into my hotel and I was so exited bc I had wireless and I was going to skype and how you the room. I left my laptop in LA and organised for them to courier it to Vegas and in the meantime I organised an iPhone 4 so We could skype.
Demetri I am a nice guy and you keep on screwing me over. There is so much someone can put up with.
This just hurts my head. I’m so sleepy but I know I won’t be getting any sleep tonight.
- Why do you keep saying I’m screwing you over.You cannot be serious after everything you still think I’m screwing you over?? You got to be kidding.
All I can say is sorry. There is nothing else I can do. I feel like shit and I know you do too. I don’t want us to be fighting. Your in Vegas and should be enjoying yourself. I haven’t fucking screwed you over. Do I need to say it again. If I didn’t care for you or about you I wouldn’t be defending this. If I didn’t care I’d say fine fuck it he can believe what he wants I’m sick of fighting it. Honeslty I am sick of fighting it becuaee I’m a good person and hate that your making me out to be something I’m not especially after everything we have done and been through. For you to say I keep screwing you over implies the last 3 months have been a total lie have been me just fucking around. Well if you honestly think that well fuck me I’ve got no idea what I can say or do.
I was so excited to get your MSG and know you got to LA. I was sad that I hadn’t got message from you like usual cuz I knew you were in a plane. And yes I did jump on grinder. And no I didn’t or hasn’t had sex or met up with anyone just incase your of the belief I have. Fuck I hate this.
Your in vegas let’s stop this. Try clear your Head and forget me. Your enjoyment and hapiness means more to me than my own and you know that. I don’t want this trip to be shit cuz of what’s going on with us. Please I know your upset ad so am I but let’s take a dofferent approach. If you want to isolate me and hate me fine I couldn’t feel much worse than I already do. But dont ruin this trip please. Enjoy it.
- Demetri i didn’t say you screwed me over in the last message I sent.It frustrates me that I care that you went on grindr after I went on the plane.
You have been on a few times so it’s not like you logged on once and got off.
I’m sorry you going on grindr affects me. I just would have thought you would have told me. You could have at least provided a hint. I know you care for me but why log on grindr while I’m on the plane when you said you wouldnt!
That doesn’t make any sense.
If you were missing me then going on grindr is not the way to show it demetri.
- in the last message you said “Demetri i am a nice guy and you keep screwing me over”. im sorry to say i havent and have not screwed you over.im sorry that you care that i went onto grindr, i decided to jump on what did you want me to do, send you a message saying hey im going to jump on grindr to chat is that ok?
of course not.
the fact that youve been observing when ive been on a few times that disturbing as well but whatever.
i am sorry that this has upset you, it was clearly never my intention and if you think it was then wow i dont know. i feel like shit, i hate having this sick feeling ive had it too often now and i just cant do it.
i sent you a message on phone and Fb you know i was missing you, i didnt have a fukn message from you, ive been with you for almost 3 months. its just grindr bobby i didnt go to a sauna, i didnt go to a beat, i didnt go and meet someone and have sex on Saturday night. I just jumped on and have been on yes a couple of times but nothing excessive.
i dont want us to fight bobby please, your on holidays and you should be enjoying it and not fighting and getting the feeling that i know i have as well. please dont read into it, i just logged on, i didnt think id need to re check with you or ask you. im sorry but you know im not here and have not been there to screw you over or fuck with you.
i dont think there is much else i can say to defend this, im sure youve already made up your mind. im sorry thats all i can say. i just want you to enjoy yourself, you know that and not worry about me or us. We are now over and broken up, i think its beyond repair, but please lets try at least save a friendship.
- I didn’t even know you went on while I was on my way to LA. I only saw the last time you went on. You told me you went on while I was flying to LA. So in not stalking you on grindr.Demetri it’s not the grindr thing. It’s the way I feel when you say one thing and do something else. It makes me feel like crap. So much stuff starts going thru my head and I get dizzy that I can’t even stand.
Its what you said to me about going on. I just keep thinking I wonder if he really felt like that bc he went and did the opposite. I like you so much demetri and maybe that’s a bad thing.
I just don’t know what to say. I didnt have the net and thought stuff it I would just turn on my mobile and send you a text. I waited four hours after arriving into a foreign country. How long did you wait before you forgot what you said to me. That’s what’s going thru my head. You said one thing and did the opposite.
That makes me feel so crap demetri. I don’t even know what to think. It screws with my head. Why did you say you weren’t going to go on and jumped on?
I don’t get it. Bc you didn’t just brush it off. You talked about it. It wasn’t just a passing comment demetri.
I’m just wondering now what else we talked about that night that you werent telling the truth about. You lied straight to my face demetri. That’s the fuken point!
You lied straight to my face. That’s the fucken point. It was the stupidest of lies. Why not just be upfront?
- I didnt lie Bobby, because i had no intention of doing it at the time. It would have been a lie if i said I hadnt been on grindr, but I did go on, i have nothing to hide. I did say to you that I wasnt going to go on, I also said I wasnt going to be sleeping with anyone that day also, remember we were joking and carrying on about it. I didnt jump on and then go meet up with smeone did i? No.And dont even begin to question anything else, because I am not fighting this fight. You know im a good person and you know id never do anything to hurt you. the fact that you now second guess me… well i dunno what to say. I did go on grindr, and i did it because i was bored, i needed to talk and it was there so i just logged on, and YES of course i was thinking about you. a guy i have seen pretty much every second day for the last 2-3 months has just jumped on a plane and you think i forgot about you and just forget everything that happened with us?
this is what i dont get … you know id never hurt you and you know that im not the kind of person to screw you or fuck you around. yes i did go on grindr, i havent denied that fact, but NO i havent had sex or met anyone. I didnt lie to your face because when we were talking I had no intention to jump on, and then when i did jump on it wasnt an “oh well bobby has gone who cares” it was “i just want to go on and chat”.
it makes me feel like crap too, knwing your there and thinking about this shit etc, seriously its fucked. so if you think im hear having High Tea with a suit on and loving life well im not either, i fuckin hate it!
It wasnt meant to be like this, we shouldnt be upset with eachother, you should be partying it up in Vegas, instead your on this fukin thing and we both feel like crap!
Its almost 230 in the morning, please please please try get some rest, and just wake up fresh. i know it probably wont happen but i just want you to try erase it at least til you leave. if you want to hate me, fine, if you want to delete me fine, do whatever you have to do to just enjoy yourself and forget me if you have to.
You know your happiness means more to me than my own so whatever you need to do then do it, because im sick of feeling like this and i know you are too and its not healthy or good for either of us. please bobby, you know i never would hurt you, or lie or screw you, thats not me and you know it.
lets stop all this please just try enjoy yourself
- It’s not about deleting you!
How could I?
Just remove you from my head?
I’m sorry I can’t do that.
It doesn’t work like that. You did tell me that that first thing you did when I left the country was jump on grindr.
I feel like shit. I don’t even know what to do. It’s fucked that I’m feeling like this. It shouldn’t get to me but I just feel like you werent being honest with me.I know it’s 2:30 but my head is full of so much stuff.
The reason why we talked about what we were going to do once we broke up so we wouldn’t hurt the other. Thought we could discuss it like adults and try to respect each other and be honest with the other one.
I have been so honest and upfront with you. I just expect the same
- I’m sorry demetri I’m actually a little hurt that you jumped on grindr while I was still on the plane.
That does hurt to be honest with you.
I wish it didn’t and ppl would tell me im stupid for even letting it get to me but I can’t help it demetri. It did hurt.
- But i have been honest with you I cant stress it enough bobby, I feel like crap, i know your probably not intending it but your making it like I was out to hurt you or lie to you.You know I wasnt. I am admitting I went onto grindr yes, and I did it because I wanted to chat and I was bored. Fuck I didnt think it would cause all this.
Please lets stop torturing outselves …. PLease i beg you Bobby, it just makes me feel worse knowing that this is all happening whilst your meant to be having the time of your life in Vegas.
I respect you, and care for you ALOT and you know that, I didnt jump on to hurt you. If i had met and had sex with someone that day yes thats fucked and No i havent, but all i did was just log on Bobby.
Please we are adults and we care for eachother and have been through alot, please try go to sleep lets stop this, i cant do it any more and I know your just going to be thinking of more stuff. I am not and have not been out to hurt you.
Please … i dont want to fight any more, i just want you to enjoy yourself.
- Im sorry it HURT you, i never intended it to hurt you … fuck i dont know what else to say Bobby. You know i am not out to hurt you, surely you know im not like that … but now that we have broken up, I cant give you a running commentary or everything. Yes i jumped on, but no it wasnt out to hurt you, i just wanted to chat.
- I know it’s just grindr but I just keep remembering what you said before I left. I kinda feel like a loser.
I want to go to sleep but I just keep going over everything.I don’t want to fight but I have to tell you how I feel. I know you didn’t sleep with anyone but you Said one thing and did the opposite. I’m sorry but that means something.
You said you weren’t going to sleep with anyone after one day. So what if you meet someone tomorrow what then? You say “i was bored and it was there” “it’s not like I said I didn’t sleep with someone when I did”
That’s what is going thru my head…
- Dont feel like a loser … but you shouldnt let it get to you.I honestly dont know what else I can say to you Bobby other than i am sorry and i never intended for this to hurt you. I jumped on and needed to chat so I did.
Don’t put things in your head that dont exist, I havent slept with anyone, and I am not out to hurt you..
please lets stop fighting … please stop putting things in your head …. please just try enjoy yourself your in VEGAS for peaks sake PLEASE
2 March 2011
- Don’t poke unless you can handle some back!
Go and do some work slacker!
and getting monkeys doesn’t mean they will work like monkeys!
Have you seen their work lately?
- im not sure what you meant by that last message, i was just trying to say im still thinking about stuff u said tuesday, i guess im just hurt still.hope uve sorted stuff out and im guessing u wont want to see me which is fine, you still think im fukn around and playing a big game
well sorry to send u this but just wanted to say hi whilst saw you on chat, have a good trip, hope its fun
- i just wanted to say hi, i didnt think there was a need to put a facebook status about itguess ill just say nothing .. enjoy
- Good to see you found something better.
Was unsure why you said hi earlier today when thats all you said.
- I missed you. Guess you obviously didn’t feel the same.Sorry I said hi at all. Sorry for having feelings.
Enjoy your trip.
- I posted a comment about it bc I asked for space and you message me and all you did was ask me how my trip is.It just doesnt work like that. You can’t act like everything I said on Tuesday didn’t happen. I don’t have that short memory. I was at the spa and all I kept thinking about is why you messaged me. I’m not here to make you feel better Demetri.
So yeah glad you ignored my statement about you finding someone better. Again with the games. Why can’t you ever be honest or upfront. I wrote you 100 different letters in my head but I won’t send anyone of them. I have so much I want to say to you but will never say those things to you. It’s ironic bc you despise Adrian and Natasha bc they play games with guys. You are no better and I’m sorry if that hurts. But you have me on the side, telling me you like me and hooking up with me and still looking for other guys and couples to hook up with. What is different than what Natasha is doing? At least she is upfront about it.
- I haven’t found anyone not have I met anyone or found ‘better’ it was just a quote.I’ll give you space. I’m stil really hurt by what you said though and that you belive all that. But hey that’s your choice.
No need to reply. You want your space. That’s fine.
All the best. Enjoy the trip
- Ok.I have been hurting so much lately. I just feel it’s all one sided that you’re getting everything you want and I’m not and that I’m here supporting you and making you feel good and I’m not feeling good or getting what I need.
I just don’t know what you want from me. It just seems you want everything from me and expect me to support you when you see other guys or couples or girls. Then when I bring up stuff like Adrian and tell you I’m hurt you make me sound like I’m doing the wrong thing. That’s not fair. All I’ve done is support you Demetri and everytime I tell you I’m cut or hurt or whatever you make it about you. Its frustrating bc you should be wanting to make me feel good.
- I’m sorry it hurts that you compare me with Adrian and Natasha like thatIm sorry ive made you feel how you do and we have tried to chat. I apologised for the whole adrian thing. Im also hurt and guess i feel like your always upset or hurt at me but that i cant be upset.
Your righy that we are both hurt and both always thinking about this.
Im not asking you to support me in my quest to find myself and have some fun. Its quite clear that even though we arnt together your still hurt by it all even though you keep telling me you want me to tell you stuff.
We werent meant to get into this while you were away. Im sorry i said hi today. I just saw you on and wanted to say hey and see how the trip was going. Dumb idea obviously.
Look i just want you to be happy and enjoy your trip. No fighting no hard feelings. Im sick of feeling hurt and thinking about things and so are you.
Enjoy the trip.
- I’m sorry you’re hurt by the comparison to Natasha and Adrian but you’re playing games too. Just look at the current situation. You have me on the side. You’re dating Daniel. Then you’re talking to Adrian. And you’re on grindr meeting other guys. There is nothing wrong with dating guys but you’re doing the same thing as Adrian and Natasha. You’re not happy with one guy at one time. While we were together you were leading Adrian on and talking about camming with this other guy. If that’s not playing now sure what is. I thought being friends you could actually be honest with me. But you still seem to be playing the same games. I have asked where we stand and you play the “we don’t have to define it” game. You’re playing with my head if you can’t even tell me where we stand. Its not that I wouldnt be ok with you being with other guys. It’s just that I wouldn’t even know bc you wouldnt tell me.I’m going to share this bc I cant help but be honest bc it kills me inside if im not. That guy messaged on grindr and said you were camping together. He sent me all the msn conversations you and he had. You were saying that you were wanting to sleep with other guys and try different things. That’s just not what you told me. You said you couldn’t give me what I wanted. But you were telling a random you were worried about sleeping with other guys and wanted to sleep with other people.
This sort of stuff just fucks with my head. I just cant do it anymore.
I just want you to understand what is going on in my head. The whole thing was messed up and you don’t think you did anything wrong or that you’re not playing games.
All I’ve ever asked is honesty and the truth and you can’t even do that. So many things have come up where you could have taken the path of honesty but you went the way. You feel bad but if you don’t do anything about it then what is the point?
Feeling bad won’t change the situation. It just ends up being empty words.
Right now I’m Beyond being upset by your actions. I guess im waiting for some grand gesture from you to show me that we could become friends. But I don’t see that happening which is sad.
12 March 2011
- Why are we doing this to ourselves again Bobby I was at a house party last night in Geelong and ended up driving home at 2am cuz i just felt sick and couldnt beleive this was all coming up againI totally understand what is going through your head, because my head is fucked up as well.
First thing though from your message, me and Daniel are definately NOT dating, and we haven’t seen each other since like two weeks ago and have only caught up twice, both of which i’ve told you about. if we were dating then dont you think we’d see eachother alot more??
Second, Yes I had been texting with Adrian but barely, and yes i know i should have told you once you came back that I had messaged him but I didnt and I apologise for that. Its not an excuse but I guess i knew you would be angry, and me and him have not met up or arranged to meet up we were just chatting so I didn’t say anything.
With that comment “have me on the side” I dont know what to say to that. It takes two people to get together, and your the only person I have been with. And you were the one that said you were ok with us still meeting up even though we werent together, so thats not my fault if you want to go back on that decision now that this has all happened. But dont worry I dont see us going back down that path, its quite clear from all this we will be lucky to be talking at all
To that Fuck head who said we were camming, yes we added to skype and I said that to you at the time, but NO we didnt cam or anything else. he was completely fucking with my head (and yours for that matter) and put us through a lot of shit and thoughts that week, and you saw how upset I was over it all and that then affected you.
As this stuff fucks with your head, it fucks with mine too.
The grand gesture your seeking lies in trust, and I need to find what that is to make you see Im not here to hurt you or me. Remember if this was all a big game, then Someone would be winning … no one is winning in this game Bobby.
I think its clear from the outset that we shouldn’t be together sexually anymore. I hope we can some how bridge that gap of trust to at least be friends. We have shared so much together it would suck to just see it all go down a drain
Im sorry again for everything. Lets stop this being upset at each other again whilst your away, its definately not fair on you again to be on a holiday thinking of this mess. I’m sorry for saying Hi yesterday, its just been hard cuz ive been thinking all week and 3 days we hadnt spoken.
Hope you enjoy Singapore
12 March 2011
- I guess just after the Monday night I just realized that I couldn’t do it anymore. When I sent the text message you didnt reply. Then i see you logged into grinder a little later. I just felt like you were just stringing me along. Just going along with me and so you were on grindr and didn’t bother replying to my last message. Just what you said the following day didn’t add up. So you message at 10:50. Log into grindr I send you a text and then you had fallen asleep and then woke up what time? Bc I was midnight when I logged in and it said online 20 mins ago. So you were on at 11:40?
Just seems a bit weird. I’m not an idiot Demetri and you can be honest with me. I know that you were on chatting to Daniel on grindr. So no need to tell me you feel asleep.I guess after that night I stayed up the whole night thinking and yeah I decided that I can’t do that anymore with you. It’s everything that has happened. If you had been honest with me with all the stuff that came up we could probably have a sexual relationship. But you are right it’s about trust. I thought being friends you could tell me stuff. But when you sat in the car answering my questions about Adrian I was thinking “oh another game. He can’t even be friends with me”. Demetri I need to see something in you that for a reason to be friends. I’m not going to be friends with you just bc we used to be in a relationship and I’m still cut that were no longer together. That is not a good basis for friendship.
I’m still confused as to why you told that camming guy you wanted to breakup with me bc you wanted to try sleeping with other guys. Demetri please tell me the truth. I’m at the point where I can’t handle anymore lies hidden things or finding out things only bc other people have said something. It’s killing me and I’m not sure how much I have left before I tell you I no longer want to speak to you.
12 March 2011
- It sucks that you still go on what other people say when clearing that camming guy was a complete fuck head. me and you broke up because it wasnt fair for us to be in that relationship when i was still so confused. i was completely upfront and honest in saying I need to figure myself out, and whether that is by sleeping with other people or meeting other people who knows, but i knew i couldnt do that whilst in a relationship, and I have always been very honest about that.That Monday night I was on grindr and me and you were texting til i fell asleep. I was not talking to Daniel that night at all, so your sources are incorrect. I did say hello to him at 10.35, that was 10 minutes before i sent you my last text, and he didnt reply, and that was it, so there was no chatting. i can even show you our grindr convo showing there was no reply from him, so we werent chatting i never said you were an idiot bobby
look this is just getting messy again, if you want to chat face to face when your back lets do that, but no more over facebook, it just ruins your trip and we both get upset and thinking about it, we might as well sort it out in person if thats something you want to do, if its not then i respect that and we can cut ties if you want.
im sorry its gotten to this yet again. i dont expect a reply, i just want you to enjoy whats left of KL and then singapore and if you want to get in touch when your back then let me know.
- Argh ok well I have read and re read your message again and again and again… You get the idea.Better not to say anymore and just speak in person. You can tell me what you think about what I said on Tuesday. I was just disappointed the other day when you didn’t have anything substantial when I asked for space and you messaged me on fb chat.
Catch you when I come back…
- Friends with matt haber?
Hey Matt harbor
- I meant to sat…
How did you come about to being friends with Matt haber.
Stupid fb app didn’t add proper formatting.
13 March 2011
- his a friend of my friends who we met up with overseas, i dont really know him we all went out for dinner one night whilst overseas, he added me during the week.do u know him?
- You typed exactly the same thing in the SMS as you did here.
Did you just copy and paste or something?
- You blocked all your friends even for me.
Thought you just blocked it for Matt?
14 March 2011
- i blocked friends for everyone. i almost had a heart attack last night. Hope Singapore is going well mr
- You don’t even trust me?
- Of course I trust you. Your friends list is also hidden does that mean you don’t trust me? LolEnjoy Singapore. Hope it’s a great week.
- Humm just doesnt seem like it. Anyway your choice. I probably shouldn’t have said anything about Matt.Have a good week.
- I’ve always had my
Friends blocked and you have yours blocked too so I don’t see the problem. No I’m glad you told me about matt. It has helped me realise a few things.Hope it’s going well in Singapore.
- You originally had them blocked then un blocked them. Mine have always stayed the same. You know you can just block friends list for particular people.Sorry for mentioning Matt I will keep my mouth shut next time.
- I unblocked them because my friend was trying to check out another friend Im pretty sure I was with you the night she sent me that message.Of course I wanted you to tell me about matt. I You know how paranoid I get and I like my privacy and takes me alot to trust someone. And you know that i trust you.
This isn’t something we should be arguin over. Me blocking the friends is not about you. Rather something I have always done then unblocked but then blocked again. I don’t think there is anything wrong with that.
- I just thought you would trust me enough to show your friends. You add randoms to fb without knowing them so you’re chucking me in the same boat as them. At the end of the day it’s only fb I guess.So what’s happening with you?
You haven’t said anything apart from going to future music. What have you been upto?
And give me something meaningful.
- Bobby, the whole friends being on blocked has nothing to do with you, or trust with you, they were blocked long before me and you became friends, so you cant say thatIts been a big week and ive been pretty sick to be honest, just thinking alot, and getting myself pretty worked up and sick as a result. but none the less im ok, and i think ive come to some conclusions which is a good start, but just need to stop letting all this effect me.
The weekend was mixed although think I shed some more light on things. Friday i had a house party, but i left the house party early in geelong cuz i was pretty sick and just worked up with our messages, saturday just hang out with some friends and filled in some job applications, then caught up with a guy on Sat night which was good, nice guy, sunday huge day at future got a bit seedy and ended up making out with this girl, yesterday caught up with daniel which was good also just to chill and chat about random stuff and today im back at work unfortunately, and spent the morning in court. So yeah thats what i’ve been up to.
im sure ur going to have lots of questions now but at least im just being honest and telling you. im sorry if you didnt want to hear that but Im just being honest like you said you wanted me to and I trust that our friendship wont be existent if im not honest, so im telling u, and same for you. Lets just have a chat about all this when your back later this week.
I hope Singapore is going well and your having lots of fun
- Yeah chat in person would be good.
Sounds like you have been really busy. Hhaha. I thought you were a good boy Demetri. Making out with someone at future. That’s funny. I’ve been thinking heaps.I’m actually glad you shared things with me.
I want to hear about the guy you met.
How did it go with daniel.
I actually want to talk about this stuff with you. Bc I feel that you’re not telling me things even though I know youve probably met guys. It kinda hurts that you haven’t shared much with me.
What light have you shed on things?
I’d actually like to know. It would make me feel heaps better. I hope you like sharing this stuff.
A few guys here have asked me out but I actually haven’t met anyone I like. One guy seems cool and have been chatting to him so I might have a drink with him tomorrow night.
Im actually relived that you’re meeting guys. It makes me feel that we can become better friends as I feel I don’t think I could have become friends if you don’t talk to me and keep stuff from me.
Demetri, I’m sure we will always have that connection. We just seem to get each other. So we can now make that into a friendship sort of thing.
I agree with you about not sleeping together. I was thinking the same thing to be honest with you.
- I just want you to know that I’m not here to hurt you or use anything against you.You should share stuff with me otherwise there is no point in being friends. It goes both ways and I feel that I do share things with you and don’t get much in return. So hopefully you feel more comfortable sharing it with me.
Im glad you have met a guy off grindr. I’m not cut or upset actually. Ive actually been doing heaps of thinking while I was in kl and yeah I think I’m just about ready to start meetings guys. I was just feeling a bit down and not myself after our breakup but I think I’m pretty much close to the other end of feeling like that.
- Anyways. Yeah we should meet up before you leave for penola if you can. Otherwise I’ll see you when you come back.
Give me a call anyway. Would be good to chat over the phone. Feels like I’ve been away from melb for months even though it’s only been a week. Haha. It’s weird how time goes by so slowly.
- im about to leave work so ill reply properly to this once i get back home.
but just for the record i HAVE NOT met any one else other than those I have told you about. im not here to play games or lie to you Bobby.I feel better sharing it with you, ill reply later
- Thanks for taking the time to reply. Haha.
Alright well drive safe. Not sure when I’ll have net access again so probably won’t get the message till I come back to melb.I just don’t want you to hide stuff ok. I don’t want to be friends if you do. I don’t hide anything from you so expect the same ok.
- Wohoo I have net access. Lol
- Hey Zema,See I trust you so you can now see my friends.
- Lol I don’t need to see who your friends are Bobby. In fact now that you unblocked them. All your friends can Now find me …
i’m selective with my friends.i don’t add any matt harbers to my FB.
they can all stalk demetrio zema.
- Still that’s kinda freaky :s ESP Natasha and Adrian. They never liked me. Now they can find out all about me.
- but they can only see your profile.
whatever the public can see.
- aggh FB chat is soo shit!!
yeah but they can now also see my surnameim sorry about the whole Matt thing, i just dont want u saying anything to him so then he knows its me, cuz that could be fuked!
i am curious to know about u two tho
- yeah i’m sorry too.
yeah chat is stuffed.Just made out with him once and i regretted it.
Thought he could be a friend to go out with but he is actually really weird. I don’t think he is all there.
- aggh FB CHat is an absolute fail …have a safe flight back to KL, great to speak wth u
- last message on fb chat:yeah i know. i just wanted to unlock it anyway.
anyways i have a flight to catch back to KL. it was good to chat actually. i missed our chats.
give me a call or something.
i have thurs and fri off so would be good to speak to you.
- before that i said “i like how uve made this all out to be about u, when i had my friends blocked way before i even knew u
lol “have a safe flight mr. enjoy HK! hope your leg gets better!
16 March 2011
- Cheap stab at me. Haha
You had them blocked before you met me. Haha.
You make everything about you. I need attention too.
Maybe that’s our problem. We just try to steal attention from each other.Yeah flight was good just tiring. Just checked into the hotel. The room is nice and bed massive so I’ll enjoy sleeping in.
Catch you when I come back ay.
- hey Zema!
- how are you feeling?
- you tell me i was chatting up someone. who were you looking for?
- looking for u:(
I’m right here. i was looking for you. epic fai.
- epic fail
- hows work
- it’s alright. i have to co ordinate a billing QA every month so doing that atm.
- how’s leos?
- good its a prac day so just getting work done which is good
- really? no boring barristers today?
- trying not to procrastinte
- glad you’re getting work done!
- no barrister tday thakfully
- i think the only thing i learnt at uni was procrastination.
- theo posted something on fb about me.
Why is it that age has such importance to people?
Age is no clear indicator of anything, its essentially just a number it does not necessarily indicate physical or mental maturity in the slightest.”
- see its no fun when someone puts there fb status bout u
- im s0rry if i damaged things with u guys maybeits something u want to give a shot/
no you didn’t damage anything.
- i want to be with you. look after last weekend it made me realise things too.
- ok but if u have any doubt thats ok just be honest with yourself and me ok
- Demetri, no doubts. do you?
- non on my end
- oh good. non or none?
- i’m glad. i’m looking forward to the weekend actually.
- yeah me too
- hopefully this sickness passes
- shame the jacuzzi isn’t on. we could have just got a bottle of wine and hit the jacuzzi.
- yes. fingers crossed! you need to look after yourself demetri.
- i know my immune system is fuked
- whats for lunch?
- umm well bento has soup. did you want to bento it again? or degraves street?
- we should be able to find you soup in degraves street.
- yeah degraves is ok so u domt have to walk so far
- but you’re the sick one. want to head over to your side?
- na all good mr
- argh meeting at noon with someone from our singapore office.
- ill comem your way
- awesome.i feel bad though.
making you head here when you’re sick.
- i have to be back at 2:30. i can’t miss my meeting. i have some things to cover.
- yeahdont worry by 2 we wil be done lol
- ok get abck to work
- see u at 1ish degraves
- yeah sounds good. looking forward to it.
- hey MR Procrastinator!
- heyy u
- hey zem!
- how are you?
- i mean *zema
- im good mr and u
- sorry delayed reply working at same time
- that’s alright. you’re forgiven. i’m glad you’re doing work.
- good boy.
- yeah i’m good. it’s nearly 4pm.
- i have achieved NOTHING today :S
- i know!
- but got to have a lunch with you and then long lunch with the crew
- yeah i know. but you really need to work on your list.
- i know
- good boy. please do some work. for me.
- ill work on u
- that too. but that later tonight.
- how is my tie?
- did anyone notice a different tie?
- haha no one noticed different fail
- yeah they all get an F. nah no one noticed here either.
- i’m looking forward to seeing you tonight.
- i know me too
- well good thing we are catching up tonight.
- so cute
- i know i am.
- you’re a dork. oh and cute too.
- i have 707 emails in my inbox i need to file away or reply to or something.
- brb fighting with the printer sorry
- okok. i hope you win!
- so i kinda won lol 3 printers later lol
- HAHA. wohoo!
- are you sleeping?
- that’s ok.
- go and do your work.
- *cries* epic fail
- alright well just text me once you have finished for the day.
- i’ll leave you alone.
- sorry just want to get this work done so i dont feel bad about seeing u tonight … *cries* so much to do
- ok go and do it ok.
- speak later.
- *mwah* speak later!
- please do the work.
- ok xxx
- good boy.
- tells me to go back to work and he is on fb chat! epic fail.
15 April 2011
- sorry for delay was working
- tells me to go back to work and he is on fb chat! epic fail.
- yeah have fun working. see ya later.
27 April 2011
- Hey Demetri!!!Glad to be back at leos?
Just wondering… in fb search for: Julian Arnold
and tell if you have any mutual friends.
*mwah* *mwah* *mwah*
- haha ur already on
- i just did a poke.
- fail lol how many boys r u chatting to hehe jks
- HAHA. just you.
- hehe jks just stirring u up
- you think i get lots of attention. i don’t.
only attention comes from you. and i’m happy with that.
- smart ass.
- how’s the job app going?
- hmm i dunno i recon u do get lots of attention and love
- your a hottie and wanted
- i only get love from you.
- hmm i dunno
- actually i was going to tell you… i was walking back and this guy fully checked me out.
- so i gave him a wink, my number and told him to call me. (jokes that last part was a joke).
- when u going on a date?
- umm later tonight. :$
- you’re such a dork.
- i just gave him a yeah not going to happen look.
- oh well
- lol sure sure, u gave him a rub of the crotch look
- i only give you that look.
- actually what does that look look like?
- grin on face and grab crotch lol
- HAHAH. yeah classy!
- you’re such dork.
- could you really see me doing that?
- yeah :$
- i’ve got the most innocent looking face.
- lol im kidding
- hows work?
- haha yeah no worries
- yeah it’s ok.
just ticking things off i guess.
- i want to go home though.
it’s been a long day.
- tempted to get another coffee.
- how’s your free study going?
- yeah ok procrastinating had lunch with the others and now trying to do this stupid application, but dunno what to change
- another 2 hour lunch?
you’re so slack.
what did you guys get?
- humm didn’t i give you enough things to fix?
- yeah u did but i forgot how to fix them
- come over tonight and we can work on it.
- bring your lappy and we can spend an hour working on it.
- but i have a haircut and ur bro will probably be or come home lol
- well get your haircut. and text me when you’re thinking of coming over. my bro has been out the whole week he wouldn’t stay home on a thurs night.
- maybe meet me for a coffee after my haircut?
- yeah sounds good.
- bring your lappy and we can fix the stuff together.
- ok say 8pm come to caroline springs
- lol. argh we’re going to your local.
- i’m sure i will know if my bro will be home at 8pm anyway so if it’s free come to mine yeah?
- can i get some hugs?
- ok sounds good, but i wont stay late though just saves making up a story etc
- yeah that’s alright. not a problem. i understand.
- thanks :$
- no need to thank me.
- i want to see you so i’m happy.
- not as sweet as you.
- oo smooth
- i know.
- i still have it.
- will you be on?
going to get a coffee.
- 2 secs brb
- ok cool. brb too while i get a flat white.
- i was too slow. lol
- i started typing *wash*(
- hows ur coffee
- it tastes good… it was free!
- it would have tasted better if you made it.
- yeah i make better coffee than andy
- exactly. this was from another cafe actually.
- you make everything better demetri.
- aww ok
- i know. you’ve taught me well.
- i want to hug you. :$
- why is marina telling you to hurry back?
- cuz imsitting at my desk
- and they are out the back
- ohhh ok. you have to hang out with the cool kids.
- can i post something “it smells there”
- haha na i need to sit at my desk so i can talk to u
- ohhhh. SO sweet.you’re a keeper.
- brb i need to go visit them they just called me haha
- share the demetri love.
- haha yeah gotta be done
- i know.
- hey i better go out the back and work with them or they will keep whinging
- speak later ok mwah xxx
- u there?
- yeah sounds good.sorry someone on msn messaged me.
- work stuff.
- ooo msn too
- yeah well i’ll speak to you before 8pm.
- hmmm… u wory me
- it’s work msn.
- do you use msn?
- if you use my official work email you will get me on msn at work.
- i’ve mentioned to you before i use msn at work.
- lol sure sure
- its ok i trust u
- it’s all work msn stuff.
- sure sure
- ok go and share the love.
im going to log off fb chat.
text me later cutie.
- *hugs* back at cha
- will we have time to hang out after we fix your application tonight?
- dw about the application we can just hang out instead, or if not we can hang tomorrow night dun want late thats all
- that’s fine. well we can see how we go then.
- no drama. i got my fix for today. :$
- nothing to be sorry about demetri!
- i feel bad tho
- nah it’s ok.
- don’t feel bad.
- oiii i brought my comp down here
- working hardd?
- HAHA. smart man.
- i thought you just logged off fb chat.
- so went off too.
- only logged in to see if you were back.
- trying to see if there is an issue with something.
- back waiting for u spunky
- fb chat has you as offline.
- fail on no reply to my text message!
- i was going to just text you and say i might head off as you hadn’t jumped on yet.
- how’s your arvo cutie?
- yeah arvo going well u?
- im worried about u
- u there?
- argh someone came to my desk. they deleted something in one of our programs and i think they deleted the wrong thing.
- why are you worried about me?
- i was just feeling anxious. i feel ok now though.
- hmm i dunno
- hope so
- ok. hey theo messaged me on fb chat yesterday and i replied ages later and he didn’t reply then posted something on my wall.
- just wanted to tell you.
- …. what did he say?
- and my friend james powell posting on my wall that he loves me he is only playing around. he is one of my good friends in canberra and then moved to syd.
- he just said “sorry i missed the message. i wasn’t ignoring you”
- on fb chat he just said hi.
- yeah so u messaged him on chat
- then he didnt reply so he sent u a msg
- fb chat: theo messaged me on fb chat saying hi. i took ages to reply and said hey back. he didn’t reply but posted a message on my wall saying sorry i wasn’t ignoring you.
- i think i must have sent my hey just before he logged off.
- i just wanted to tell you.
- ok thanks
- youre not annoyed are you?
- no not annoyed
- i guess if u still want to be friends then thats your choice mr
- ok. it was just a hey. the last time i chatted to him was when i told you he messaged me. that was weeks ago.
- anyways i just want to make sure ur ok, if anything is up just tell me
- it doesn’t bother me if i’m friends with him. i can make friends with anyone.
- yeah of course.
- i know but u have history so its different
- i was just feeling anxious that’s all. just wanted to make sure something wasn’t up with you.
- still on for lunch tomorrow yeah?
- you are right so i have to be cautious that he doesn’t get the wrong idea or anything.
- and that im still jealous of the guy :$
- argh why are you jealous of him though>
- i’m with you. you get to kiss me. cuddle me and all that other stuff.
- i know but i guess he was who u hooked up with after me
- just like u dont like daniel or jase, same thing
- yeah i guess you are right. when you say it like that i know exactly how you feel.
- like me saying hey messaged daniel on fb and he replied to my wall lol
- returns demetris shoes back to him.
- you are right.
- dont apologise just saying how it would feel :$
- yeah and you are right. it would suck actually.
- why did i have to hookup with anyone after you.
- you know what…
- oh well doesnt matter
- i’m kinda going to miss not seeing you so much in the next couple of weeks.
- i trust your judgement and your commitment to me
- thanks. i’m here 200% lol
- are you sure about the car tomorrow?
- maybe a hotel room would be better?
- its only lunch tho not long
- unless we do it like last time? lol
- the car like last time?
- is that the last time you mean?
- no i mean like last time we did it in the carpark
- ahh ok. umm yeah?
- are you comfortable doing that?
- yeah we did last time i guess it was hot :$
- HAHAH. you’re a dork. it’s not very romantic.
- well we have to wait then
- humm alright we can do it in the car. but promise that we do the hotel room ok?
- or even a weekend in rosebud. lol
- yeah we will arrnage
- like last weekend may/early june
- ok. well tomorrow at lunch it is then.*mwah*
- up to u
- we can wait i dont mind
- nah i want to. plus it will have to last either of us for a little while. lol
- i know we would rather a house but i don’t want that to stop us.
- yeah i know
- well up 2 u
- hey i gotta go my cousins ready to go home
- ill speak to u later
- yeah call me later cutie!
- drive safe
- hey Zema!
- hi hi hi.
- can you see my “hey Zema!”?
- actually if you two were standing together i would pick you. :$ i’m attracted to you more than just your looks.
- hmm yeah but if u dint know me or him and we were next to eachother then 100% ud pick hm
- HAHA. well no.
- did you see my “hey Zema!” message on here?
- ust now
- hmm u still would choose him
- humm weird.
not sure what happened i guess.
- aww… i’m trying to come up with something similar.
- i would choose you actually. you have the face of someone genuine.
- yeah but so did he and he had looks and body
- so if i was standing next to him who would you choose?
- its ok u can say yes
- i said ur hotter
- and i culd see u have a poking out penis
- i would choose you.
- lol its ok i knew the real answer
- i think you’re hotter.
- i would choose you over him in a second.
- i believe you when you say you would choose me.
- when was my penis poking out?
- im just stirring
- cmon he was heaps hotter
- i don’t get why you don’t think you’re hot.
- cuz im not lol
- you are really hot. :$ who said you aren’t?
- has someone said youre not hot?
- you don’t struggle to find people interested in you.
- yeah i do
- cmon im not hot its ok
- i know
- well i say you’re hot.
you’re really attractive.
honestly… i think you can do heaps better than me actually.
- lol WHATEVER
- i ssaid that to u yesterday
- u cant say that back
- demetri, i’m saying that to you know.
- you don’t have to worry. i want to be with you.
- when we were single you found so many people to hookup with.
- and you found them straight away.
- its hooking uo tho, u can be fat and ugly and still hook up
- the people you hooked up weren’t fat and ugly.
- maybe they jus desperate
- nah. it’s bc you’re hot.
- even if shura asked me out i would have to turn him down. :$
- haha ooo that i dont believe
- humm that would be the same as if megan gale asked you out.
- i know she is your fav.
- haha but there is no way u wuld say no
- HAHA. well i would actually consider it.
- it’s Shura of all people. lol you would consider megan.
- we are only allowed one person each for who we can hook up with and it is ok.
- ooo shushhh u would defs go forit
- just like u wuld have chosen that guy over me if u didnt know me
- nah i wouldn’t have chosen him. i’d have jumped you.
- lies lies lies
- nooo way.
- i actually like you quite a bit zema :$
- this… much!
- *moves arms*
- your a dork
- you know how far my arms stretched… went from southbank and the other arm went all the way to leos and hit your forehead.
- i’m your loser. lol
- come on you have to admit i’m pretty cute.
- not to mention sweet.
- unless shura taft comes along … or maybe theo too
- argh i rejected theo for you.
- i think you’re hotter than theo.
- hmm i dunno
- he has a bigger penis
- but it’s not the size it’s what you do with it.
- argggh i shouldn’t have said that to you. my fail.
- well i still chose you. so your penis size is perfect.
- epic fail
- yeah telling you was.
- you asked and i have to be honest.
- yeah i know
- its small
- im going to go sex shop soon buy extension and cock ring
- the rings are not attractive.
- NOT attractive.
- the ones for the end of the condom
- helps keep u hard
- yeah i know what they are.
- you are fine.
- just need to do it more.
- wink wink
- i finished the same time so what does that say about me?
- yeah i know but i dunno if i was penetrating enough foru
- no you were. did i not say so?
- you could tell you were.
- trust me you couldn’t have gone further.
- cheeky sms
- na like wasnt going in and out enough too excited lol
- no it was.
- it was really good.
- wish we had more time.
- i think we should do it again.
- if i wasn’t good i’d have told you to stop.
- no it was good but its like it wasnt moving in and out enought :$
- no it was moving enough.
- i really enjoyed it!
- i told you lets do it again.
- what do u prefer?
- maybe you try doing it to me again.
- up to u
- ill do whatever u want to do
- yeah i do.
- u want to try again too?
- ill do whatever u want to do
- yeah maybe you top?
- what do you want to do?
- need to make you happy too.
- im easy which ever u prefer
- i like top but i know u like top too
- well you can top me. :$
- i want you to actually.
- i like it when you do it to be honest.
- i enjoy it.
- i told you what i did last night.
- so that should show you i enjoy it.
- argh i want to right now./
- itis hot :$
- its up to u
- i want to make i u happy
- yeah you do make me happy.
- yeah you should top next time
- just need to find a time now!
- thursday night?
- was so hot just slid right in this time
- you don’t seem keen on thursday.
- hope it didnt hurt
- i felt it but it was alright actually :$
- im keen but i know its going to be late and ill be conscious of time thats all im thinking i dont want to be rushed
- humm but 9pmish isn’t late though. don’t worry about thursday.
- noo i want to see u thursday
- im just thinking if coffee goes til like 930 or whatever then i see u at 10 etc, but i want to see u so whatever ill just tell the folks im going somehwere after lol i wanna kiss u :$
- ok no pressure to do anything if it’s late. i rather meet up at 10pm rather than earlier and know you have to leave by 8pm.
- maybe hook up but no sx?
- yeah sounds good.
- we can leave the sex to another night.
- y r u sending sms and on here?
- i’m at work i guess.
- lol dork
- yeah true hehe
- shame you can’t get away tonight.
- hey my cousin just called
- only one more sleep
- time to go
- ok see ya!
- call me later.
- i might leave too.
- ok get home sae
- you too.
- hey demetrio!
- heyy bobby
- how are you cutie?
- still cute?
- im good, not cute tho
- im curious whats with the whole skype/sweet thing :S
- just remembered when you said you hadn’t used mr in ages.
- i remembered that i was going to mention sweet.
- yeah but i have been using it forever
- nah you haven’t.
- the first time you said it i noticed it.
- yeah i have
- i forgot to say something then.
- u said the first time was on skype and that was ages ago
- actually yeah you have been using it for ages.
- hmm this whole thing is weirdlol
- why is it weird?
- argh… sorry.
- yeah epic fail.
- cuz u bring up me saying sweet (when ive been saying it for as long as i can remember) then you bring up skype ..
- you said you hadn’t said mr in ages and i thought you never used to say sweet.
- no i thought that was when i first noticed it.
- i havent said mr since when u told me not to say it to u
- yeah fair enough. sorry. :$
- i was only playing around.
- m sorry
- hmm ok i guess
- you are annoyed now.
- that’s twice i’ve annoyed you.
- na not annoyed more curious why ud bring it up
- lol anyways doesnt matter
- oh i only brought it up bc i thought you never said it.
- maybe i never noticed.
- hmm ok
- yeah i
- m sorry.
- anyways did u get home ok?
- yeah i did. i red the mx.
- and read your fav bits first.
- how are you cousins?
- sweet i didnt get it today
- yeah all good
- oh i chucked mine out. i could have given it to you.
- im sure i can find an old one on the seats tomorrow.
- its ok
- ill get tomorrows or next time see it
- i wont loose sleep over it
- okok are you sure>
- it’s such a great newspapaer.
- argh my mum is yelling to come down for dinner. will you be on later?
- sms me
- speak later enjoy dinner
- okok *mwah*
- stay cute ok.
- and hot as well.
- thanks. you enjoy yours too!
- all lies
- ok bee
- why aren’t you eating yet?
- eaten already
- just byee?
- GO AND EAT
- oh you haven’t had post desert!
- bye bobby
- seeee ya deeeeemtrio!
- i just tried to call you.
- how was dinner
- it was good. my sister and brother in law just left so i came up stairs to speak to you.
- aww ok
- thats cute
- yeah :$
- you didn
- t answer though.
- sorry just downstaris watchn tv with mym
- ohh ok. that’s alright. thought so.
- how’s your night going?
- yeah good just watchn tv lol
- what did you watch?
- i watched aus got talent.
- australis got talent
- and now watching celebrity aprentice
- did you watch jack on aus got talent yesterday?
- which ones that?
- that was last night
- yeah saw that my cousins were hre
- ohh ok. how god was he?
- he was ok
- well better than me.
- who has been your favourite?
- no fav atm keeping neutral
- ah ok. fence sitter.
- you have to have liked someone.
- i like u
- oh good. but i’m not on the show you dork.
- argh can we skype or can your mum see your screen?
- shes lying down on the couch no skype yet
- maybe in like 30 when i head to bed
- yeah sure. just to say hi.
- if you want.
- my lunch with my friend got cancelled… argh.
- i get to see more of zema.
- naww how come
- apparently he ha work stuff on at 1pm.
- aww ok
- yeah that’s what i said.
- i think i will just lunch it with my book instead. hopefully it will be as nice as it wa today.
- sorry i alreadyhave a lunch date :$
- oh that’s alright. who’s your date for tomorrow?
- agggh u suck at listening and paying attention
- the barrister
- HAHA i didn’t think.
- you’re going to ask her to present you to the court that you can practice law.
- hmm was i wrong?
- na u did ok
- so why the hmm?
- just teasing
- you also worked with her at the law reform commission and she went and became a barrister.
- kinda right lol
- that’s how you know her. from the law reform commission. i don’t think you told me her name though.
- kinda?don’t say i don’t listen.
- at the table i said tomorrow is wednesday and they had to correct me. i get days mixed up.
- just quizzing u
- i like this game… 21 questions!
- ask me anything you like and i will ask you something.
- i dont have anything to ask u, wot do u want to ask me
- umm when was the first time you knew you liked me?
- the night we hooked up the first time, i felt like i liked u, my penis also liked u
- ok. HAHAH.
- that night i was really excited to see you to be honest with you.
- i’m excited to see you anyway but that night i was really excited.
- humm let me think about when i first thought i liked you.
- the night u jumped me
- HAHAH. you loved it zema.
what zema was thinking at the time:
“score! i like this one”
- no i was a bit taken back but was like wow that was hot lol
- actually the first time was when we went to joes garage and we sat down and it we didn’t say anything for about 15 mins and i thought i like him we are already comfortable with each other that we don’t need to say anything.
- HHAH. taken aback. i really liked you. and you question whether you’re hot or not.
- im not hot
- i don’t know how to prove it to you.
- u dont need to
- its fine
- aggh my battery is going to dye in 5 min
- i like you heaps and i think you are really, really ht!
- argh fail.
- so speak later? or you going to plug it in?
- t will die ill wait til this show is done then ill sms u and we can skupe if u like?
- yeah if you like.
- of course i do. i asked silly.
- ok speak soon
- all charged?
- did you mum bed it?
- im in bed
- yeah mum is too
- o ooh. just opening it now.
- u need to add me?
- yeah. its taking forever to open.
- fancy seeing you here.
- what’s happening cutie?
- not much ready to go into seminar
- thanks for lunch.
- the place was nice.
- just got back at my desk.
- glad u liked it
- after lunch just check a few IT sites etc.
- no way.
- i’m cool.
- only bc i’m friends with you.
- im cool
is that what your mum tells you?
- i knoww
- you know bc your mum tells you.
- she is way cooler than you.
- haha yeah she it
- back a tu
- too lazy to even type it.
- ok well enjoy the rvo
- dnt work too hard
- thanks. enjoy the seminar.
- don’t work too hard either.
- see ya
- hey sorry jsut got ur msg
- that’s alright. lol
- how are you?
- *hugs* :$
- sorry just working on a presentation for tomorrow
- i was talking with some colleagues :$
- o ooh. what are you presenting?
- ethics presentation
- ahh ok.
- hows your arvo
- yeah ok. argh i hope i feel better tomorrow.
- me too
- it was kinda good having a laugh at crashing la porchetta. lol
- yeah hopefully u wouldnt actually do that tho :$
- no. i was just having a laugh.
- am i that crazy?
- i know you think i am :$
- i hope your not that crazy
- demetri that fact that you’re questioning that worries me.
- im kidding
- i hope you are!
- give me a complex!
- me too … :S lol
- ok i gotta go mr, gotta meet my presentation group before i go home
- i’m really looking forward to thursday.
- enjoy drinks
- okok. thanks.
- have fun with kelly!
- call me on your way home.
- ill call u on my wayto her house
- aww thanks.
- HAHAH sweet!
- go go go.
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13 June 2011
- why do you hate bigpond?
29 June 2011
- I forgot to tell you before I did it…
I’m deleting you off everything.
Blocking you on Grindr, and your mobile number. I’m removing you off skype off everything.
That door was still open but now I’m closing it.
I have said everything I wanted to say and you don’t get it.
Don’t reply to this message.There is nothing I can say to make understand how I feel…